the princess diaries

todays just the begining. i know that hes gone, but it just hasn't seemed that real. i can't believe he is gone. he was the one person in my life that i cared about the most and now that is gone. he is gone. when i was little and sick or didn't have school me ally and drew would go over there so they could watch us while my parents were at work. most everytime we went over i brought the princess diaries to watch. he sat there and watched it with me everytime. that was our movie. thursday when mom got a call from kathy that grandpy wasn't doing to well i imedietly had to watch the princess diaries. i looked and couldn't find it so i figured that i left it there one day. i went to on demand and they had it. i was so happy. i watched the movie and just thought that if he died while i was watching it on his way to heaven he would see me watching it and be happy. now today i was looking for a picture of the cover of the movie so i could put a picture of it in with him. i coulnd't find it. i called mom who was at gradpys getting stuff ready for the viewing tonight and asked them to look for it. she called back and said that she couldn't find it. i looked for my copy again and i couldn't find it. i lost the only thing i have left of my grandfather.